euphoria

isn't it funny how everything turns out ok even under the worst circumstances? or how you want to do something so badly but can't because you're too afraid that something unpleasant might happen yet time always gives you an opportunity to do so minus the hebbie-gebbies? yeah it's quite funny. yesterday was one of those days where nothing could go wrong.. i'm talking about tuesday.. just to clarify coz by the time i finish this post it would already be thursday and that means yesterday would be wednesday.. anyhoo.. euphoria was the word. for those who are new to the word.. it means: An exaggerated feeling of emotional and physical well being, out of proportion to circumstances. or to put simply.. extreme happiness. it's been a long time.. hehe. and now i'm keeping myself busy with a new ps2 game. radiata stories. i love the female protagonist. ridley. sounds like a dood's name doesn't it? well, it's not. picture V-

and i

"And I"

i am lost in the crowd
i'm standing in line
i'm feeling so down
and i am full of doubt
she's not the one take notice
hear me out

and i want her, need her
and you always will pull me through

i'm tired
this games so dumb
she never played, her race's won
i'm tired
can't smile no more
i've sure caved in just like before

and i want her, need her
and you always will pull me through
and i want her, need her
and you always will pull me through

i want her, need her
and you always will pull me through
and i want her, need her
and you always will pull me through
and i want her, need her
and i want her, need her
and i want her, need her
and i, and i, and i

tortured

i watched "A time to love" last night.. somewhere in the movie i heard the line "the one who tortures (probably hurts) you the most is the one you love..." i find myself thinking.. it's really hard to let her go.. it's like i'm missing something when i'm not with her.. it's painful when we're apart.. it's also painful when we're together.. perhaps... even more.. what am i to do? i have to move on somehow.. *sigh*

all random

i find it really hard to express my feelings for someone i like... my head is telling me to stop... but i find myself liking her even more.. maya na lang ako magdrama oi.. magDOTA pa kmi nila thy. haha.