realization

i've realized something... i need to study!!!

i'm okay ( i promise )

why the spark? even i don't know exactly why. it took me some time to ponder the possible answers and i've come up with these:

(1)i wanted some excitement in my life.

my life has become so monotonous i didn't even realize it since yesterday. i wanted something new.. something to get excited about.. and that's just it..

(2)it's one of the things that i've always wanted to do

ever since i was a kid i've always looked up to kids ( bata na lalake ) who had earrings.. i thought they were really brave or something ( i thought that it really hurt haha )

(3)i wanted to look cool ^_^

self-explanatory o.O lol

(4)had a fight with my mom.. sort of a rebellion >:)

i've been planning this for a long time.. never got the time.. timing lang na nagaway kami ni mama.. so un.. don't really wanna talk about it though

(5)i wanted someone to hate me

i figured she would really hate what i've done.. i wanted her to hate me so it would be easier to stop loving her... (wag na mangulit kung sino)

i think that about sums up the reasons.. and to clear things up.. it's not because i was or am depressed or drunk.. you don't need to be either of those do to stupid things.. haha.

wuts new?

got my ear pierced today... my left ear.. it didn't hurt at all. i think it's kinda cool. ^-^

you and me

you and me

we were never lovers

only the best of friends


we were a strange couple

only because we're both weird


we were always having fun

only because we had each other


we were youthful and innocent

only because we wanted ourselves to be


we were there for each other

only because there was only us


we were friends

only this time around

we're something more...

by request hehe

3 names you go by:
1. dirk
2. dirky
3. oji, mr.pres

3 screen names you have had:
1. dirk_val
2. dirkval
3. vincent

3 physical things you like about yourself:
1. eyes - singkit!
2. smile - laki!
3. skin - fair!

3 physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. belly - mataba haha!
2. arms - too hairy!
3. height - short!

3 things that scare you:
1. imaginary monsters
2. gay guys who like to touch
3. death

3 of your everyday essentials:
1. internet
2. iPod
3. wallet

3 of your favorite musical artists:
1. Hale
2. 1000 Foot Krutch
3. The All-American Rejects

3 of your favorites:
1. broken sonnet - hale
2. this is a call - 1000 foot krutch
3. dirty little secret - the all-american rejects

3 things you want in a relationship:
1. Love
2. Sincerity
3. Respect

3 lies and truths in no particular order:

Lies:
1. boys were made so girls can flirt
2. love is all that matters
3. love is blind

Truths:
1. if you truly believe.. it will definitely happen
2. girls were made so guys can flirt
3. love works in mysterious ways

3 physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes
2. hair
3. height

3 of your favorite hobbies:
1. watching anime
2. sound trippin'
3. reading books

3 things you want to do really badly now:
1. eat
2. take a bath
3. get a hug from someone

3 careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. businessman
2. anything in my field (Information Tech)
3. ---

3 places you want to go on vacation:
1. Japan
2. Boracay ( this time w/ my friends )
3. Singapore

3 kid's names you like:
1. Vincent
2. Clarissa
3. Adrian

3 things you want to do before you die:
1. have a family with lots of kids
2. trip around the world din
3. leave a legacy

3 ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. i eat a lot hehe
2. i like computer games
3. i keep very many secrets

3 ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. OC ako
2. perfume anyone?
3. i'm a flirt

3 celeb crushes:
1. Liv Tyler
2. Hilarie Burton
3. Kate Hudson

3 people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. meann
2. kat-chan
3. benjie

same old brand new me? i think not.

i think it's been three days since i've had nights of uninterrupted sleep. it feels really refreshing waking up in the morning minus the bloodshot eyes which i usually wake up with given my insomniac lifestyle. probably i'm not an insomniac anymore - not by choice anyway. i hope this lasts.

new song

telepono by sugarfree.. pahiram sa ben ha.

nice things to think about

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
If you keep your heart open it surely will come again.

Do I love you because you're beautiful or are you beautiful because I love you? -- Oscar Hammerstein