i've just realized that even if you're makulit, sadista, masungit, madaling magalit, moody, pakialamera, mapride AT manhid... i don't want you to change.. dahil sa ayaw mo man o gusto.. mamahalin pa rin kita.. i always have and i always will.
it hurts to love you the way i do. then look at you and realize how that hurt makes me feel so alive. i loved you expecting to be loved in return. i was so selfish then. i've realized that. i know now that loving someone isn't about getting it all back, it's about giving yourself fully to that person and never expecting anything in return.
i am someone who can always be there for you even if you aren't even there for me. i can be a replacement for your boyfriend ^^ i'm glad i pretended to get angry at you for no reason at all. it gave me time to think. i wanted things to happen that weren't supposed to happen. i was still so immature. i needed to distance myself from you.
i missed you so much.. so very much. all you ever did to me was keep me alive. hello. i still care about you.
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my heart was crushed as I read your entry. Parang iiyak ako sa entry mo. Well. naiintindihan kita... maybe that's the bes thing I can do in my complicated situation right now... hehehe.. :-) Salamat dirk. :-) Friends Forever ^_^
ahaha.. eto bagay na song sau.. tamang tama..
Tomorrow never comes
The day will end today
You come to change the truth
Forget it anyway
I"ll never be a man
So take it as i am
Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel
Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel
Just leave me in the rain
My life is in the drain
I"ll seek your love forever
I beg not a different game
I"ll never be a man
Embrace me as i am
Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel
Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel
Alive...
Alive...
Kaya mo yan tol... You said it yourself. ^_^
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